if it isnt obvious enough.. alessandra wee is the author important things you need to know. my birthday's on 18 december and my jersey no.'s 5 and 6:)
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Hebrews 12:11: " No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it "
i'm thinking about the motels and the china airway plane ride and the whole lot of fun we'll be having!
Tuesday, October 27
hey guess what? i was learning tears in heaven guitar. then i got hungry and restless found chips, soup, grapes... ate a bit of all.. then i played this: http://dictionary.reference.com/fun/missspell
hahaha so lame..
we watched 2 shows during school: Akeelah and the bee and The Boy in Striped Pajymas
both i watch beofore ^^
today went to watch Imagine This haha damn funny! not just the show, during the show, when it was very quiet, joel shouted "BENEDICT!...... SI HAO!" HAHAHAHAHAHA freaking funny!
but before we watched the show we were damn pissed because fiona, melody and xiaoying backed out at last moment saying that they dont want to be late for training! wth! ben they all skip weights for this then this group of clowns last minute back out say dont want be late?! whats worse was that the show they wanted to watch started at 1.20 so by the time it ended would be like 3.05 so they still had time to go back to school! later on they say what we pissed then they not pissed. they pissed about what?! ohya. when they backed out they said: you all want go then you all go lah! nobody stopping you!
haiyo... they dont know how to think about how the guys would feel meh? at least we all were happy after watching the show ;)
to: C girls 10 Hi to all my C girls. Yup, i am writing this to every single one of you. I know i am fierce at some times, okies, not some times, almost all the times, but it is for all your own good. if we are not fierce toward you all, when will you all learn to strive harder? As a senior, i dont want the same thing to happen to you girls like what happened to my batch. We have been through alot alot more things than all of you. Do treat coaches well okies, and dont let mr ang, mr chew, coaches down okies? Work hard during training chat less do more give in 100% of your effort and your effort will be paid off. trust me, if you never work hard in c division, when you go up to b division, it wil be much harder to survive and there will be more stress. jiayou for the up coming u16 and u13! Believe in yourselves, you girls can do it! From: your senior, P2 *the end*
so had a talk with nico and desmond and now with fiona. at first with nico and desmond was good. once the conference came i felt like shit. why cant you guys let it rest. i know what to do. i'm not some 3 year old kid who needs to be told what to do and be reminded of it again and again and again.
i had lots and lots of fun yesterday hahaha. went to see kitten. suppose to choose but daddy say only see first. then we went to orchard to buy my sister's art pen and pencil. then me and my dad went window shopping, at ion and taka. he bought me a 6.90 ice cream! muahahaha feels good to be pampered ^^ after that we sat outside wheelock and talked until 8 plus then we headed home.
i saw ginger also. btw, ginger is simba's sister and best friend ^^ she so big now 6kg! for once i can forget all my troubles and be happy!
i could have stayed happy if i didnt come online. just when i thought i could forget about it... hais....
too depressed to comment back at my tag board. sorry people!
i find history repeating itself. haiz.. i guess i can run but i cant hide. so maybe it's time i face up to it. i had so many things to post about. but now... i'll just type it out anyways.
tomorrow have to lead g and h class together with number4, christopher and prischelle. sians... today went kfc for lunch. when jonas went to sit at another table, keith, ray and chrysler stole his food and drinks! lols. and guess what? SOMEONE else joined in! hahaha. then they were passing his burger around. sliding it across the chairs! then fiona, xiaoying and i stole joel's cards and put in out sch-u shirt pocket! hahaha we were like "take lah! take la!" damn funny
also during lessons, we had damn lot of fun.
chinese: we irritated baobin like mad. haahha
other periods: talked about how rootbeer can be so...so... i dont know how to describe. at first look, it looks like every other drink. but when you take the first sip, you find it nice and you want more. as you start to take your next gulp, WOW you find yourself addicted to it! hahaha
only a few people knows what i'm talking about lols
today training was fun as usual but also damn tiring. did 10 wheelbarrow sians... i also did abit of weights for my injured arm... lols. just realised not many knows about my arm.
anyway, i took lots of pictures today. i'll post them next time XD
i thought about what xiaoying, fiona and number2 said... i find that i should spend less time with the clique... maybe more with the team. goodbye clique :(( but it doesnt mean i wont hang out with you anymore! :)
i just wanna say a big thankyou to all my buddies for caring about my 'bad habit' lols. haha and thanks for defending me yea? and to the so called guest, nobody said i was fit! that is, nobody except you -.- so stop putting words into my mouth.
[Intro:] ~Nelly Furtado~ Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na (4x)
[Chorus:] ~Nelly Furtado~ When I say jump, you say how high I ain't never seen nobody, how they get so high Like a bird, like a plane, this party got me insane This party-arty insane, so jump jump jump jump
[Verse 1:] ~Flo Rida~ Now I'm gon take it to the roof Everybody with me got they own parachute You ain't scared of heights when you sippin on Goose Party all night like I'm flyin Jet Blue You ain't never seen nobody get this loose Shawty actin naughty with her body, what it do Jump to this man, bump to this man Stomp to this man, crunk to this man Got another hit man Hold up, I wanna go up, don't wanna throw up My clique pour up, and every bad chick know us Dance, the boy got us all feelin high Ask, the shawty, I'm a astronaut High rollin baby like I'm jumpin on fire Super Bowl pimp good Year on tire Can I be a bird, I gotta be fly Butterfly and spur, and I got a couple words
[Repeat Chorus:] (2x)
[Verse 2:] ~Flo Rida~ When I run up in the club, jump in, then I gotta be there Check it out, shawty like Nike Air [ Flo Rida Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Up up and away take it off like mere? NBA ballin, I don't care Now what do you do when you see you a shawty and she make it bounce in the room? Hey girl, come on baby, you a fine sexy lady, can I get on your hot air balloon? Sky high, still clubbin like I'm part of the mile high Ears poppin, Bubbalicious help me get right Keep poppin in position after midnight Moese? fried chicken up in NY Jigga what, don't it feel good Houston? We gonna jump ship, all aboard Come around me, and we'll parlay, we're throwed? Cali is jumpin, hit the switch on the 6 4
[Repeat Chorus:]
[Break Down:] ~Flo Rida~ Come on and jump, jump, jump [x3] (All my ladies) get down, get down, get down (All my ladies) get down, get down, get down (All the fellas) jump, jump, jump, jump, jump, jump (All the fellas, the ladies, the fellas, the ladies, let me see you)
[Repeat Chorus:] (2x)
[Break Down:] Get down, get down, get down Get down, get down, get down
[Outro:] ~Nelly Furtado~ Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na [x4]
a large, amphibious rodent of the genus Castor, having sharp incisors, webbed hind feet, and a flattened tail, noted for its ability to dam streams with trees, branches, etc.
an airplane moved by jet propulsion.
a person who practices sexual perversion.
the pod or the enclosed edible seed of the plant, Arachis hypogaea, of the legume family: the pod is forced underground in growing, where it ripens/ any small or insignificant person or thing.
hahaha! dont worry number 4! your not insignificant to me! today, i found another one. treat me like junk again. all of you are the same arent you. one after another. all throwing me away the moment you dont want me. i'm like a toy gone old. just throw me aside after you get bored with me. am i that fun to play with? at least i know 3 who i am sure who will not treat me like the rest: fiona, xiaoying, nico.
youre just another one of them.
Boyfriend-AshleeSimpson Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha,
Whatcha been doin'? Whatcha been doin? Whoa, Whoa, Haven't seen ya 'round,
How you been feelin'? How you been feelin'? Whoa, whoa, Don't you bring me down,
[Album version:] All that shit about me, [Radio version:] All that stuff about me, Being with him, Can't believe, All the lies that you told, Just to ease your own soul, But I'm bigger than that, No, you don't have my back, No, No, HA
[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out? Don't put words up in my mouth, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you face what's goin' on, Cause you really got it wrong, I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Well I'm sorry, That he called me, And that I answered the telephone, Don't be worried, I'm not with him, And when I go out tonight, I'm going home alone, Just got back from my tour, I'm a mess girl for sure, All I want is some fun, Guess that I'd better run, Hollywood sucks you in, But it won't spit me out, Whoa Whoa, HA
[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out? Don't put words up in my mouth, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you face what's going on? Cause you really got it wrong, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you look at your own life, Instead of looking into mine, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone, Don't you got somewhere to go? I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Whoa, whoa, whoa ha Whoa, whoa, whoa ha
Please stop telling all your friends, I'm getting sick of them, Always staring at me like I took him from ya'
[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out? Don't put words up in my mouth, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you face what's going on? Cause you really got it wrong, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you look at your own life, Instead of looking into mine, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone, Don't you got somewhere to go? I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha, Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend, Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha, Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend
yo! yesterday was fun! went for training and immediately after that i went swimming with daddy and mummy. hahaha rp swimming pool is damn big. i love their sports hall also. hahaha
Jet-Look What You've Done Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view 'Cause I just can't think for you I can hardly hear you say What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall If it just won't sing for you 'Cause all that's left has gone away And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone Oh well, it seems like such fun Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done You've made a fool of everyone A fool of everyone A fool of everyone
stomach ache again :(( went to some twitter chat just now. freaking lame all waiting for jt to go and talk to them -.- everyone was going "where's justin?' "where's justin?? its 9am already!" "hiii where's justin?" zzzzz.....damn lame. hahha kk i go prepare to go training le
"If Today Was Your Last Day" My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day
If today was your last day Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart? You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars Regardless of who you are So do whatever it takes 'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life Let nothin' stand in your way Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day
hey so much happened today that if i told you my blog would looks super wordy [even though it alr is!] hahaha. kk. so i'm gonna write in point form.
i had a dream that i kept a tiger. i kept it from young till adult. when i woke up i was really sad cos my tiger no longer exists :(
slacking this morning. then i received a call from germaine at 11.15am that there was training today at 11am! wth
rushed to school. reached at 11.45. went to hall no sec1 there yet.
train with senior. freaking fun! especially da fang
at approximately 12.45 the rest arrived
towards the end of training, some $20 000 plus speakers arrived and played christians songs like DAMN LOUD from canteen can hear everything. hahahah love it
found out that i'm captain for c div' 09 :))
daddy gave me a book to read : letters to philip. thats the second book. the first book is letters to karen
yo yo yo! chiong-ing art now. hahaha. i quite satisfied with my art prep! woo hoo! on my final piece of art block now. lols drawing the topic masks. doing about masquerade ball. haha. i think masquerades are cool. i want to watch one, a real life one. one that happened in the far past. haha. i think last time masquerades had alot of meaning to them. yea.. hahaah.
today went chrysler's house again. hahaa. saw his classical guitar. freaaking nice. found out that mohawk bazhang sings quite nice! ^^ nico is really good at singing and playing guitar. mohawk said 1h could form a band! LOL hahaha. that would be like the best thing!
today i was telling my dad about that girl in class that hates the whole freaking world. when i talked about the times i shoot her using her own words, he supported me and told me more and better ways to shoot her! like wth! hahaha i love him sia! yea. today so hyp again. dk why
i have only been emo cause of one person and ONLY one. i hate him for being so cold hearted. you bloody pain in the ass! you freaking flirt. dont understand why i'm so affected by him. i dont even like him now. stupid stupid stupid. stupid me. i hate you i hate you i hate you. just when i was healing from you previous attack you just gave me another stab. yea hate IS a big word. i wont hate you for long. cause i want to keep my friends close. why make enemies. lol enemies over a trival matter.
kk so i just told nat to be happy not long ago. so i shall talk about the happier things :)
2 times you walked into my class. 1 times you walked pass my class and looked in. 12 times you called out to me from your class window. 4 days i havent been talking to you :(( 1 time you talked to me about your previous girlfriend.
i remember the first time i saw you. we were at level 3 locker. you were talking to a girl then jx came and say 'eh eh eh dont flirt with her! that my class one!' then me and fiona was quietly laughing away. she then told me your name. say you very flirt de. haha. then as we were walking to staircase i looked at you and you returned the gaze at me. somehow, somewhat, for some reason, we just held that look until a wall came between us. then i 'woke up' and said to myself 'why am i looking at him?'
soon after, i found out that you liked me. for the second time we looked at each other in the eyes was at canteen. you were with jonas and ben. they were like 'say la! just say! go go' but then you didnt want. haha so shyy! then i just continued walking. you guys went to concourse then jonas called me. i turned and he nudged you to say. but you just pulled jonas away like a little kid. hahaha.
the first time i talked to you, you ask me to watch the match. you were damn cute. at first i couldnt understand what you were saying cause you always talk damn fast. so i was like 'whaaaaaaat? whoooooooo? whaaaaat? whennnnnnn? ohhhhhh... whaaaat?' hahaha i felt like an idiot. then when the match was over you thanked me 6 times for watching it. damn cute la you.
after that you kept calling, my mum and dad got suspicious that there was something between us but i said you were my classmate and dunno how to do your homework. hahaha.
so many things i remember about you. sometimes i just wonder if you have forgotten about me, if you still like me, if maybe one day we'll be like last time. so many what ifs. everytime i see that URGH i think of you. :(( i wonder if you think of me.
oh i forgot to talk about the funniest thing. i still remember one of the times you called out to me from your class. you said "OI" then i turned around. you were at level 4 i was at level 3. then your teacher knock your head, then you were pointing at your book. i think you said something like asking about the book. lol. hahaha you brighten up my day no matter what and when. its just whether youre there
so will you be there? not like you read my blog anyway :(( if you read this, you'd definitely know its you.
ps: the top and bottom part is talking about two different people!
This time i'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
Saturday, October 10
cam whoring hahaha AGAIN! guess what? we also saw a chryslar car! chill dillon! dont break down the door!!
best buddies
best buddies pic. 2 :)
cam shy?
heehee ^^ YAY i'm taller than nico!!
nico flirting with the staff
going back to mrt
trying to make melody look taller
acting cute!
just finished the science project. sians~ while transferring the photos of our solar panel, i decided to upload pictures i was suppose to. haha. my finger swelled like a red sausage lol!
kind of sad today.. so long never see you le T_T and Fiona, cheer up! dont think too much. and even if you do give up on *****, know that there will be someone better!
it had hurt at first, like a knife peircing through my heart. but know its like a pen knife cutting me. cut. after. cut. after. cut
Friday, October 9
these few days never see you, never talk to you... damn sian. haiz... finally finished a whole paper today. science i chiong like siao. amazingly i was playing music at the back of my head! hahaha. so long never talk to lots of people. past few days start talking to some. okay... 2. hahaha. mr lee and jonas. apparently, jonas is ignoring me ==
my finger like twisted or 'dislocated' . today play basketball with ben10, dillon, ryan, fiona and steph. then ben10 try to steal the ball away from me. now my finger like out of place. damn disgusting. eeeeee. but not pain when it 'twisted'. now the two joints of my pinky finger got bruise.pain when i bend excessively. hahaha
"Call Me When You're Sober" Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over.
How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.
waaaaaa~ so upset!!! i lost 30 marks for chinese paper 2 yesterday and 31 marks for geography today! i damn sad la! the worst part is GEOGRAPHY! i was so excited about it and i lost a freaking 31 marks because i didnt have enough time to finish BUT the worst part is that i knew how to do the questions... :(( i hate writing so slowly. even if i do get the rest of the qns correct, i'll only get 69! thats like B3 :( i want cry already :(
but the best part of today was going out with the 5girls, guys clique :) here's our fantastic end product:
Fiona: Once upon a time, there is a princess names fiona. she has three servants named melody and xiaoying and alex. she has five dogs, benedict, chrysler, nico, dillion and christopher.
Benedict: The dogs went woof woof!
Xiaoying: Benedict and nico dog were so noisy. Thus, the servants went to wack the two dogs and starve them.
Benedict: woof woof! the dogs want to bite the servants for food!
Xiaoying: Pissed, melody and xiaoying and alex went to tie their mouths together.
Melody: We used the whip to whip them very hard. the princess went to save the nico dog. Xiaoying: benedict the dog attempted to escape but failed as he tripped over his hind legs and fell onto 'freshly' made cow dung.
Fiona: Fiona ran and save him.
Nico: And went to slap him in the face
Xiaoying: and accidently got some shit on her hand so she went to wipe the shit on benedict's hair.
Fiona: Then benedict became a real baldy cause all his hair fell off.
Melody: Everybody celebrated!
Alex: We made a vote and decided to rename nico to nicola!
Melody: Everybody celebrated again!
Fiona: benedict wore a wig and everyone celebrated AGAIN :)
Nico: everybody celebrated again cos we celebrated three times and we wanted to celebrate for celebrating three times in a row. then nico decided to visit the gym three times a day and he grew muscular in a week. he had muscular thighs and huge abs :D (big smile)
Chryslar: then, he kicked benedict's ass and gave him a permanent scar like the one on chryslar's hand.
Fiona: fiona cried for a centuary
Xiaoying: but nicola has a flabby tummy
Melody: Everybody clelbrated again!
Nico: then nico tried to kick melody for tiring everyone due to too many celebrations. unfortunately, chryslar protected his master- melody and he lost his dog life and reincarnated into a centipede.
Fiona: melody accidently stepped on chryslar the centipede. fiona felt happy for her (:
Melody: fiona then slapped benedict the dog twice as hard about before
Xiaoying: then chryslar the centipede reincarnated and is a human now. then melody told go feed benedict some leftover food to IT.
Nico: then benedict the gay was sad and he sang "if i were a boy..." after a while, he shouted "ENOUGH!" to fiona who was 'loving' him with her 'lovely' punch. Alex act hard wprking but actually she did a bit of homework only.
Fiona: then benedict hug fiona cause he so touched tha Fiona pinched till he bleed (:
i love geog, history and literature! hahaha. i think its fun! i love getting remedial from mr ang. i want try getting remedial from mr chew :) i want to ace tomorrow's geography exam! today i left the last 5qns for hmt paper 2 blank :(( altogether 30marks wth :( but i shall use geog to get back the marks :))
during today's chinese exams, i couldnt focus cause i was worrying about seeing you. i really very scared. talking to you just now didnt make things any better.
The last time I freaked out, I just kept lookin' down I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout Felt like I couldn't breathe, you asked what's wrong with me My best friend Lesley said, "Oh she's just being Miley" The next time we hang out, I will redeem myself My heart it can't rest 'til then Ooh whoa whoa I, I can't wait to see you again
i cant wait for next thursday when we shall celebrate by playing vb the whole day! yeah!!!!!!! i cant wait even more for next saturday! you know why? COS TRAINING GONNA RESUME! WOOHOO! hahaha i love having the end of exams to come cos the anticipation and excitement motivates me to do continue giving my best in training! hahaha so excited! i miss jonathon, mr po, main coach, mr chew, mr ang and mr tay! hahaha yeah! 11 more days!
spent the last two days with darling sort of studying. today daddy, beaver face, benedict and fiona go active play ball. haha so fun. then we play with whitley people. 5 against 15 over people half-court! like wth... quite fun and damn crowded. the people quite nice.
meryl just asked me to go play basketball with jemima and her XD haha i so bored of course say yes la! then i tomorrow waiting for darling. haha and i found these three videos. quite sweet.
hey guess what?! i got my ipod back! it was with my sister -.- she took it without telling me. haha so nico! dont be guilty anymore and sorry for making you feel so bad :)
haha didnt go geography remedial today sianss didnt feel like going. later go library study with beaver.
Do you know what's worth fighting for? When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins
One, 21 guns Lay down your arms, give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins
One, 21 guns Lay down your arms, give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins
One, 21 guns Lay down your arms, give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns Lay down your arms, give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
i find this song stupid. its like asking you to give up and die -.- like... wth its saying youre already in ruins so might as well die =.= but the melody is quite nice. ps: if you are ever down and out, dont EVER listen to this song!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ilostmyipod! KURNIADY FACE! he listen until dunno where he put. now i cannot find it=.= arghhhhhhhh hahaha. feels weird without listening to my ipod. but i'm glad to say i can live without it :)) haha. but still... ITS MISSING!! *sobs profusely*
kurniady,xiaoying,fiona and dillon came just now. played basketball then play piano and guitar combo with nico. sounds damn nice hahaha. i shall learn the whole song so that i can combo again with nico! hahaha paiseh ah nico, i dont have any song that i know how to play the whole thing :)
Go on and close the curtains All we need is candlelight You and me and a bottle of wine Going to hold you tonight
We know I'm going away How I wish....wish it weren't so Take this wine & drink with me Let's delay our misery
Save tonight And fight the break of dawn Come tomorrow Tomorrow I'll be gone
There's a log on the fire And it burns like me for you Tomorrow comes with one desire To take me away....it's true It ain't easy to say goodbye Darling please don't start cry 'Cause girl you know I've got to go Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonight And fight the break of dawn Come tomorrow Tomorrow I'll be gone
Tomorrow comes to take me away I wish that I......that I could stay Girl you know I've got to go Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonight And fight the break of dawn Come tomorrow Tomorrow I'll be gone....
mummy bought me a new shorts! its like fbt but a jeans version. yay! hahaha today woke up happy dunno why. hopefully i can post the pictures today XD
seeya gtg to school ;)
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com lab
right now in com lab with christopher breathing downn my neck ok. that sounds wrong. with christopher looking no STARING at my com. hahaha. doing art now. feel like eating my kitkat, pity its at home. "i like kitkat" chris just said that== random. haha he blowing his fringe now! hahahahahaha so childish=.= hearing the people i 'dislike' voices now. one in front of me, one behind.
and i will soar until i'm way out of sight and i will glide and not come back
Wednesday, September 30
today, i made a new friend. hahaha. so lame. feels like being in a new school. but serious la. batman suddenly come talk to me online. so we talk talk talk from five plus to idk still talking. haiz talk until forgot to do science! but i still finished it anyways haha. he say catwoman like stalker!!! NOOOOOO....... anyways, today was really fun. idk why. haha. mr yeo came and talk to me this morning about ART. haha. a pe teacher talking about art? lol. anyway he said he wanted me to help peanut-penguin-volleybally amanda with her art. said that it was pulling her grades down. lol. and today he asked for extra siewmai and BIG pao which caosted him like $4.20 expensive lunch. cant post pictures of these few days cos BOTH com tio virus -.- my com now SUPER lag. so sorry for the wordy blogs i'll be writing ;)
simba keeps sleeping on this keypad. keep pressing tab and caps lock. haha. one irritating cat. anyway, went youtubeing for more songs...
went subway with fiona, xiaoying, nico, christopher and later chrysler and dillon came. when chris sucked his lollipop, i wentto try to pul it out. hahaha. then he go act tall ,make me cannot reach >:( hahaha.
just wanna say that i feel like we're drifting further and further apart. though you say that we have been like this along. maybe i jut want us to be closer.
first of all, i just wanna wish a happy birthday to junjie, so... HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNJIE! muahahaha. XD
anyways, listening to the songs Chemicals React and Two is Better Than One. nice songs. and today is the F1 final race. good luck to all those drivers and hope you people dont crash! btw heard lewis hamilton got first last night :)
there isnt one day that i dont think of you. thats right. there isnt one day i dont think of sitting on that plane and fly away to TAIWAN!!! damn i gonna get there.i really really miss training... hate the stupid exams. why cant training continue during exams??
oh oh oh. F1 starting already! haha. gonna go watch! i support l.h. haha
dear god, i pray that you will help those people who are unsure of going to taiwan, let them have a confirmation soon! Amen.
today's english paper one was easy. i still had 45mins to sleep haha. chinese was a total disaster! i didnt even understand the story and i couldnt hear what the teacher was saying!!! wth. :P but english oral was fun. mr ray soh kept scolding us for being the noisest class hahaha. and i was torturing nico with my 'massages' MUAHAHAHAHA. anyway we went to KFC for lunch and then my house after the orals. had lots and lots of fun.
ps: sorry for giving you the cold shoulder. was feeling vexed :(
lets fly for real this time. lets get the besties to go fly kites :) i have 8 kites. say we go after EOYs? its been a long time since i last flew a kite ;D
right now spamming people's msn. played counter strike haha. quite fun. ms jiang just asked why we not going for recess. justine said "COS WE'RE ALL BUSY PLAYING!" hahaha. so true. people playing dota, counter strike, blogging, facebooking... hahaha. kay kay. i go eat liao byebye :)
i want cry already :(( mr chew just called to ask for confirmation whether i going taiwan trip. my mum said 'who's on the phone?!' i said mr chew. 'tell him you tell him tomorrow la!' then mr chew asked what type of house i stay in and my per capita income. per capita income means the total salary earned divided by the number of people in the family. so i said 2 people working. COS ITS TRUE. only that my brother keep his money for himself. then i said my dad's income isnt fixed, so id didnt really know what it was. then when put down the phoen my mum scold me for telling him that my korkor works. wtf la. she said because I said so, so now we will have lesser chances of getting the opprtunity fund. then she said i should not have said that my brother have a job. i mean, WHATS THE POINT OF LYING?! you gonna lie just to get what you want??? even in her job resume she freking lied about so many things. i dont want to lie just to get what you or i want. sometimes you have to learn to accept reality! then i asked her whats wrong with saying that korkor has a job. she said that he work also never provide for the family, only use for himself. wtf la. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK PAID FOR SIMBA'S MEDICAL BILLS??? YOU? NO! HIM! i just realised how ungrateful and what a promise breaker you are.
here's what so interesting about today.. IT'S MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY! happy birthday michelle!! when we gave her her card, she almost cried! she was like so touched.. haha. then as usual we had our cake fight and party pooper mr ng wei kiang scolded us and told us not to play anymore. stupid. after the cake eating, we went upstairs to play volleyball. finished playing at like 5pm, then we went downstairs and i did my home ec. then i started clicking away. haha took some pictures. cant download today probably tomorrow :) i actually had this feeling that the team is more bonded than before already!
here's the depressing part. i was excited about the taiwan trip and started thinking about sitting an aeroplane since i've only sat on one when i was a baby. then my mum said "you SO sure you going ah?" like wth la.. she say one that she letting me go :(( and i just realised something.. if you take the cursor and bring it left and right over the top of the screen, the sparkles look like snow! imagine if it snows in taiwan, it'd be the first time i've seen snow! so sad thinking about what my mum said. cheat my feelings. so depressed cos of you :*(
i have a bad stomach ache.. maybe its because i havent eaten. haha. hey a stomach ache hurts okay. especially when you dont eat. my cutted hair looks like horse hair man -.- so excited about geography lesson today. i think because of mr ang, i suddenly like geography :) thanks mr ang! so sad that he wont be coming back next year, he'd be working ful-time at YOG. no time for us. sad.
just received a call from germaine. she said taiwan trip postponed to 7th december to 14 december, and malaysia trip for selected people is 4th to 6th december
oh and please dont forget friday's prayer group. its every friday at 2G
open the eyes of my heart lord open the eyes of my heart i want to see you i want to see you
open the eyes of my heart lord open the eyes of my heart i want to see you i want to see you
to see you high and lifted up shining in the light of your glory pour out the power of your love as we sing holy, holy, holy
holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy i want to see you :)
i'm reading her blog looking for the time when she was with you and why you two broke up. why? i dont know. i actually think she's really pretty. haish.. haha bored at home. still have my math worksheet overdue and untouched and my art unfinished...
it sucks not going to school. because then i know i wont see you. haha. now i know that i've been clinging on all this time. and i'm not sure, but i think you've been doing the same. :)
right now feeling really satisfied cause my progress with He's a Pirate is really good. sounds so scary. like i'm summoning the storms to come. lol. there i go day dreaming.
So i thought maybe i should post some pictures to make my blog less 'wordy'.
No Boundaries-Adam Lambert Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way
And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule book
There's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries
i took the lion's share of the ICE CREAM!!!
hahahahahahaaha
feeling over the moon! i feel like screaming in joy.... cannot sleep already. usually i would be asleep by this time. now i'm bright awake. nothing can put me to bed
WOOHOO i'm going to taiwan, tainan trip!!! YAY! but on one condition... my mum gets the job... which is like 80% chance of getting in!
SOOOOOO ELATED
Thursday, July 30
i officially think that something is wrong with two people. one is hurting herself everyday for i dont know what reason-which i intend to find out! she says its just for fun. she takes the pen or metsl ruler and keeps scratching her arm. like wtp! i feel bad because i dont know how to help, or get into her world. she's pushing me out now:( another one everyday so sad. i am very sure there is something wrong with him. but he dun want tell me :( today when he went for lunch after that he dissapeared for like almost 2 hours withour picking up anybody's call then we were like really worried, when he picked up the phone, i asked where he was, he said: errr why?? then i was like :you know, everyone is like damn worried. then he asked "who is everyone" then i said who la then he said that he was on the way home. like so secretive dont want say where he is, i have a feeling its my fault... not gonna say why :P feel guilty :( today very depressing. THE MOST DEPRESSING SCHOOL DAY this term. today feel so guilty, so helpless, so... so... i feel like i'm not fit to be a friend. i'm such a loser :((
,missing you <3
Monday, July 27
still thinking of moto every now and then :(
i've watched two of selena's shows today. Tinkerbell and Another Cinderella Story. today never go school cos got fever.37.9... so sian cough and sneeze like siao.since i cannot fall asleep so i watch tv. so sian. today miss home econ and english test and training. ahhhhhh sian arh.kbkbkbkbkbkbkb dont want to fall sick :(
Friday, July 24
i was reading my first few blogs... so i thought maybe i should update abit. about when he called... hahaha now i dont go whooo? what??? ohhhh.... anymore. i just do that to irritate him now.he became part of my family too! everytime he say "maaa de" i'll go "faather" cos he is my dad. hahaha. so childish== and the TEAM is ONE! AND 1/15. because they still cant get along one.haizzzz. apparently, the team is going to break again. because there can only be 12 people on the list and now there is 15. 3 people going away.so sad... this sunday i going pay respect to ah gong already. my REAL ah gong. i never saw him before. sa sad... i wonder how its like to have a grandapa.
lu xiao yu
another version of jay chou piano battle
Wednesday, July 22
watch from 1:30 to 2:45 please :)
jay chou's piano battle
Tuesday, July 21
XDXDXD
Sunday, July 19
AHHHHHHHH i found the sheet music to jay chou's show-secret! the songs are the duet with xiao yu and the battling part!!! hahahahha
fun yet confusing!
Saturday, July 18
today must have been the most confusing yet fun training day of my life. Confusing because we learnt where to stand before and after service. Change from position 1 to position who-knows-what! From position whatever to position who-knows-what again. From a certain place to another certain place. And repetition again and again. Until one alumni explain: You setter and sub-setter right. so when you stand hou pai, you stand either at 6 hao wei or 5 hao wei then when serve already, you run to 3 hao wei. ok? always like that. Then when you setter, or at qian pai you stand either at 2/3/4 hao wei then when serve already, you run to 2 hao wei. Understand? only then did i understand. wl. i tell you... boss no matter how hard he try to explain, i wont understand. but when that senior explain then i understand. haiyo... fun because.. when i came to school, the hall was pitch black.nobody was there. so i told huimin, amanda tan and germaine that i go on light. then when i turning on the light [means havent turn on yet], huimin went beside amanda, who was squatting down, "someone is beside you" then amanda starting screaming. hahaha! because she thought got ghost beside her! then when sharlene come, she open the door a little bit and suddenly stick her head out. then amanda scream again! damn funny! then later during break time, amanda and huimin go toilet. then they thought got nobody in toilet. suddenly hear water sound, then guess what? SHE SCREAM AGAIN! she ran out of the toilet screaming like mad and flinging her hands around.then huimin open thetoilet door ait then kim's head suddenly pop out. then huimin scream also. then she come to the hall and cry-laugh. she says she scared until... ya lor.
today was freaking fun and freaking confusing. one group also broke record for the longest amount of time taken to spike 30 balls per group.for 10 minutes only spike three balss properly... haiyo... i go watch harry potter liao! goodnight, sweet dreams, byebye :)
blibical headaches
Tuesday, July 14
Genesis 1:26: And god said, Let us make man in our image, after our likenes: and let them have domination over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.
Genesis 3:22: And the Lord God said, Behold, the man is become one of us, to know good and evil: and now, least he put forth his hand and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever.
so who does "us" and "our" refer to? was He talking to himself? Jesus wasn't made yet. He couldnt be talking to his spirit cause anyway they are ONE.
anyway, the tree of good and evil was put in the middle of Eden. He said that they could eat of any tree but of that tree. Why would he put it there to tempt them? Its like a father telling his 5 year old son not to take the ice-cream on the table!
he said Gen 3:14: And the Lord God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life according to its description, the serpent is just like the snake. and if it wasn't crawling before, it must have been walking, flying or swimming. imagine the snake with legs and/ or wings. Isn;t that a dragon already?
Gen 4:8: And cain talked to abel, and they came to pass, when they were in the field, that Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him. qn: What did they talk about? Why "rose up"? That means he was on the ground and then rose up to attack Abel. Did Abel attack him first?
Here I Am
Sunday, July 12
i found this song on 4shared
i currently have 684 songs in my playlist :D
Here I Am
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely days
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Sometimes you just can't make it on your own
If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm
If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand
If there is emptiness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
Well I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo
Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into
Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need a shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am,
Here I am, mmmmmm
panda bear
Thursday, July 9
feeling damn sian and tired. i got panda eyes already. NOOOO i'm gonna become like amanda!!! i everyday for the past few days sleep at 12 plus wake up 5.15am... damn tired. just because i got to finish chinese by tomorrow or i get 0 for ca2. i want sleep already... but i need to do chinese :( sighssss i go do already larhh here is a song i found. dug through my cupboard to find new songs. this one is kinda nice and old. Put Your Records On - Corrine Bailey Rae
Saturday, July 4
haha i'm addicted to these songs this one kinda means alot
my house
Thursday, July 2
picture this... You are sitting on a couch, and in front of you is your laptop playing superman by five for fighting. The fan is blowing at your face, the weather is cold- its gonna rain. The house is big, empty and dark. You put your feet on the floor. It feels icy cold. You walk to the window and look out. The strong wind blows at you. Your hair is flying in the wind. The sunset is so beautiful today. Colours spread across the sky. you shiver. Rain starts to pour. You take a deep breath before going back in. You sit back on that couch with the laptop in front of you. Your cat meows and jump up on your lap and lay herself there. She starts to purr. thats is what happened to me, that is what i did. i just love my house XD
Wednesday, July 1
i was just thinking of the times in serangoon when i was like 7 or 8... quite frequently, my dad would wake me up in the middle of the night and ask "want to go JB?" and i would quickly take my pillow and humpty dumty blanket and go to the car and sleep there. and when we reach JB, my dad would wake me up and we would go eat roti prata. haha. i remember the cold chilly nights at a roadside shop eating roti prata and drinking smoking hot milo. my dad and i would talk about all kinds of stuff once in a while there would be a cat walking around our legs asking for food. after eating then we would go back home. on the way back i would be snuggling under my humpty dumty blanket and dozing off to sleep again. then my dad would wake me up as he drove into the back lane. i also remember that christmas when my dad came back from work and he called outto me from the back lane. he said that he had a kitten in his lap. of course i didnt believe him. but when he opened the door, i saw a kitten the size of my hand curled up sleeping on his lap. he brought the cat back from his friend's house. his friend was giving them away. apparently that kitten was always getting bullied and often didnt get to drink milk from its mother. we named her pillow. because she was always sleeping on our necks and our stomach treating us as pillows. but the day we wanted to bring her to the vet, she dissapeared. at that time she looked really sick. she was turning 3 that year. and then we moved. but before she got lost she had given birth to 2 litters of kitten. the newborns were the size of my palm. head to tail.
beeeeee! eeeeeeeeeeee
Sunday, June 28
as many of you already know... i got stung by a stupid bee on friday freaking pain. its like steping on a sharp nail. i could feel the sting penetrate through my skin. i had just served the ball ad then walked into the court. I didn't see the bee there on the floor, then i stepped it. *sighs* then i looked under my foot to see what was there and i found a fat bee i quickly hopped to chantel and told her then she helped me take the sting out. that was when i started crying. the second time i cry in front of BKK, first time in front of chantel, third in front of shell, JY and HM, fourth in front of panda, and second time in front of p-shell. p-shell brought me to office then the guy there told me to call my parents. then my dad told me to catch the bee to show the doctor and my mum talked to the teacher. eventualy the librarian and p-shell brought me to the doctor. when the guy at the ofice asked who could accompany me to the doctor BKK said he can. then that guy was like "i mean in case she cannot walk so one of you have to support her... so i think its beter if it was a girl..." we were like laughing there then BKK quickly said p-shell would accompany me.hahaha then go doctor... pay $25 expensive man... my heart want to break
volleyball updates
Tuesday, June 23
so sad... team bonding cancelled!! T.T no more drag me to hell :( anyway about today's competition... we win sembawang secondary, lose to bukit panjang, lose to anderson, win hong kah primary, lose to qi fa primary girls and guys. sembawang didn't do their best i could tell; bukit panjang i lost focus, i don't know why; anderson... i don't really remember; hong kah-national champion, alot of slow balls so it was quite easy; qifa... aiyo... disaster... play with qifa can die man. both teams got a damn good spiker, and it's because of that spiker that we lost. playing with the girls team was quite fun. Its the guys that have the problem Actually its the guy, that one guy-yong mao. he damn guai lan! he show off before the match by spiking across the net with alot of strength and aim at his own teammates. They like very pain but never say anything. When he play with us, he keep talking rubbish. When amanda was about to spike he go "butterfly... butterfly... i'm a little butterfly" i don't think the rest heard cos i was right in front of the net at that time. setter. I forgot what else he did. but he was super guai lan. oh and he did a split! when he kua jiao he slipped and did a split! we all went "ohhhhh!' hahaha fun-ny! and polka caught him 4 times because he cai sian then because of that they never get point. lol. we still lost anyway but i had fun! i noticed alot of people was nervous. i don't understand why. i know i was when we kept losing the point because of me :( anyways... i go sleep liao! so tired... or should i eat first? hmm...
Caruso by Lara Fabian
Sunday, June 21
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYZWbzEmWY0&feature=related Here where the sea shines, and where the wind howls, on the old terrace in front of the Gulf of Sorrento, a man embraces a girl after she had cried, then he clears his voice and continues the song... I love you very much! Very very much, you know! It is a chain, by now, that heats the blood inside the veins, you know, [He saw] the lights out on the sea, he thought of the nights the in America. They were only the 'lampare' the white wake of a stern. He felt the pain in the music, he stood up from the pianoforte, but when he saw the moon emerging from a cloud, death also seemed sweeter to him He looked the girl in the eyes, two eyes as green as the sea, then suddenly a tear fell and he believed that he was drowning. I love you very much! Very very much, you know! It is a chain, by now, that heats the blood inside the veins, you know. Power of the 'lirica', where every drama is a hoax, where with a little make-up and a little mimic art you can become someone else! So, so everything becomes small, also now the nights there in America, you turn and see your life like the wake of a stern. I love you very much! Very very much, you know! It's a chain, by now, that heats up the blood in the veins, you know. I love you very much! Very very much, you know! It's a chain by now, that heats the blood inside the veins, you know... inside the veins you know...
and to all fathers, especially my daddy, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! i love you daddy :)
teambonding
talk about team bonding i can't wait for it i SO want to watch drag me to hell with you guys imagine us sitting in the middle screaming hahahaha it is going to be so fun!!! :)
i love my seniors
Saturday, June 20
before training, someone's mum and sister came to scold HM and meh meh her sister so act fierce stand there like one female dog my ball rolll to her she must kick the ball up to me don't know how to pick up the ball and throw over so freaking rude then the mother talk talk talk talk talk.. scold scold scold scold... you get the gist... when the sister was standing st the back door of the hall, a few seniors walked past the door and started coughing on purpose damn funny everyone clearly showed their displeasure with them that includes pointing middle fingers, giving attitude.. usual girl stuff and when the mother complained to Mr. Chew, he gave me a damn sian look haha i started giggling the mother like talking to herself and that someone said this, "Why they come? Hate them..." its exactly what she said! sighs i love senior they so supportive oh and when jon came he so kaypoh he go walk to the door closest to them and stand there for a moment and eavesdrop lol
anyway, i'm looking forward to summer camp its really competition anyway they made it sound so interesting but i'm so excited le le said she scared the guys cos the balls they spike don't turn one she means they just hit the balldown without spinning it like they should and mr chew said "your ball also dont spin what!" HAHAHA he meant her ball doesn't spin like it should and anyhow fly hahaha double meaning today mr chew bought pizza from canadian pizza the 241 one senior go eat our pizza so evil today jump 640 times quite fun actually
the best day [literally]
Friday, June 19
I got my jersey today!!! haha! i'm so happy! i got number 5 :) i totally love it! but the sides are quite big but still, it's so nice!!! i'm going crazy lol my back still hurts:) i'm still thinking about it, don't think i've forgotten goodnight ;D
cam whoring hahaha AGAIN!
guess what? we also saw a chryslar car!
chill dillon! dont break down the door!!
best buddies
best buddies pic. 2 :)
cam shy?
heehee ^^
YAY i'm taller than nico!!
nico flirting with the staff
going back to mrt
trying to make melody look taller
acting cute!
awww he's just shy :)
WHAT ARE THEY DOINGGG?
my lunch :)
nico SO act cute ==
at fiona' house yesterday
this has to be the best sunset i saw :)
being zilian early in the morning XD
